Chapter 3- Dirty 30
You ever purchase a lipstick color you were UBERRRR excited to try, get home and it was complete trash. Well that's what my 30th birthday was like. 16 days before my birthday, 1 day after my wedding anniversary I was asked for a divorce; which I knew was coming, but the pain was still the same. So turning 30, a milestone number, a new decade seemed like the perfect way to start a new color! I am very big on numbers, so with all the changes happening 30 was a pretty big deal for me. 30 is a divine number that reminds us to focus on your spirituality. 3 is the trinity; beginning, middle, end; and for me I was ending a part of my life. And 0 is an infinite number, signifying infinite possibilities; the world is my Ulta to shop my heart’s desire. Mannnnnn I was excited to turn 30. As the days went on, the count down to the big 30 was slowly not feeling as exciting and new. It was hitting...
